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mooncat 03:57
that's a part of him he would never show me half of it is ignoring (your body said) what your body says you find yourself doing things too fast take the pleasure out look at it put it back start again that's a part of her she would never show cause she doesn't feel (they made her feel) like it would be ok (like her pleasure wasn't real) to do so my painted nails, your pretty collar that's a part of him he would never show me that's a part of her she would never show that's a part of me i can never shed tear stained counter top, powder stained countertop lines get cut me up, till the two are made one again the people i love the most are the people i bring here are the people i care for that's a part of me i can never shed (spread your sweet smile, what can you find? glitter on the side of the freeway, something in plastic, smile on faces of people i really love, these boys are so fragile, a toy that won't break, sick of starting to grip and feeling them shake)
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i want a taste of cool, sweet water a lifetime with no desire no attachments i got a problem: sunlight on your skin i used to press myself in when things got rough now i live in the sunlight and i warm my own skin with green energy glowing off of my hands all change comes from nature all change will come back to nature grass grows and then dies u don't just get sick of sunlight i got a problem: i'm empty 'till i feel one of 3 things u could guess them, but u probably shouldn't i got a problem: I WANT A TASTE OF COOL, SWEET WATER A LIFETIME WITH NO DESIRE NO ATTACHMENTS NO ATTACHMENTS
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hole 05:22
i got a hole in the middle i can't fill things keep falling in i get attached to them like everything and everyone i can't get my fill i got a hole in the middle i can't fill things keep falling through i get attached to them, i am so attached to u just like everything and everything i can't get my fill. try ur whole life and u never will. i got a hole in the middle in the middle i can't fill and things keep falling in. i get attached to them. i got a hole in the middle i can't fill things keep falling through i get attached to them, i am so attached to u just like everything and everything i can't get my fill.
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cumulative desire all that we understand cumulative desire all that we cannot have cumulative desire all that you hold in your hand erosion concerns <-patterns, i can't keep my eyes open making patterns making space for what u want to do taking space for your feelings i applaud u swear by it tear it down swear on it turn it around pinky swear if u really want to drown swear by it turn it around there's always somewhere else u can go to hide taking space for what u want to do making space for ur feelings i applaud u
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i want 2 be with u
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i want to walk by your side, close my eyes i give you the sign ’m always looking for amelias hand to hold making memories lay still taking care of everything i cant even bring it up not the hard stuff my love feels safe in the tall tall grass who would u ask if u had to find them, i can taste tomorrow dripping down the back of my throat my gums are coated i want to i need to keep awake blur out the parking lot i have it but not here candles on the bedside table pleasure calls louder than the weight of the years pleasure calls louder than anything
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why are healthy choices always so hard to make all these happy moments made to be lost acceptance means everything to human beings no one should feel afraid no one should feel afraid everyone should feel safe you can heal your own wounds i don’t see a difference between you and me anymore i don't see i lay down on the carpet, i lose track of myself i look into your ocean eyes, i look into myself i look into myself to myself to myself i love you in the morning i love you in the night i love you full of darkness i love you full of light you can always talk to me even if you don’t know me i will listen, closely all the time we’ve spent all the time gone by make an offering in the basement of self love to the kindness inside all of us
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it's ok 02:22
it’s ok to love urself, hate urself it’s ok to ask for help it’s ok to need support it’s ok to outline your needs i remember watching t.v. at your parents house i remember waling upstairs to take a look behind the mirror, thinking: “who’d care?” a kiss by the water something to drown in a kiss by the water the hand the can’t hold u i wanna know why i can’t stay up late now (i remember watching t.v. at your parent’s house, i remember walking upstairs to take a look behind the mirror)
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when we’re growing up people tell us who we r 'sposed to want to fuck when we were growing up people telling us only opposites attract it’s fucked to want the same thing that u have pleasure seeking my hands are loose and relaxed moving swift like water caressing one another the body lasts longer for those who aren’t afraid do you ever wonder why some people don’t need to feel it tho and others are born into it walk with fear always near walk with her, always near
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unsure in the surest of times is this a new sound or one getting worse? is it causing problems for you i would have to listen to really tell anything hangs on the branches that grow every spring hangs on the lines that they cut 'cause trimming it back is part of the system unsure in the surest of times i've seen them sit there and listen not raise an eye 'till glass is broken in just another business decision how much pain can you inflict 'till they listen is this a new sound? or one getting worse? i would have to listen to really tell anything

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released June 9, 2020

For Grandma Jane. Rest in power, peace, and warmth.

caleb - guitar, bass, drums, synths, vocals, field recordings, production
milly - vocals
steven - keys
sean lee - piano on "cool sweet water"
Tracked and mixed at The House of Warmth in Portland, Oregon
by caleb.

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“I was conscious every moment. I felt them positively swarming in me, these opposite elements. I knew that they had been swarming in me all my life and craving some outlet from me, but I purposely would not let them come out. They tormented me till I was ashamed: they drove me to convulsions and—sickened me, at last, how they sickened me!”
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